Life with Lovely Papa

Time:3am, Month June, Year 1996, receive a call from family member. That phone ring wake me and wife up! when my lovely wife pick up the call and inform me what is happening, i really can't believe or accpet what is happen. Why this happen without me accompany him. I totally did not have chance to have a last word with my lovely papa. Why!!!
When reach hospital, i just talk(not really talk) and touch with a cool body (like movie doctor saying, they have try their best).
I have no idea and can't remember, during that time, how my family (especially mama)can overcome and accept this fact. With this incident, i change job to joint recent company. Probably this is papa hint to me that i shall look for other job.
Papa like movie and seafood. Especially kung fu movie. This is totally 'inherit' to me and my hard working brother(two) and sister.
When he is still with us, we didn't take many photo with him. the photo belong is copy from from nephew blog (which sit beside). See from this photo, i remember how is my house before repainting and do some renovation.
Till today,i and my wife, still very very scare to receive any phone call at midnight. It is really a ..............!!!!